Nothing

I got nothing today. That is it plain and simple. Uninspired and nothing. Here's to a better more thought provoking day tomorrow.

My Circle Story

I went outside to pull a weed, once I did this I had to pull another and another and then after I pulled weeds, the hedge needed trimming, and after the hedge looked great, the grass needed fertilizing. So we fertilized the grass and after fertilizing the grass the rain came.
When the rain came, the grass grew, and after the grass grew, the grass needed to be mowed, after mowing the grass the yard needed to be trimmed and after trimming the yard I noticed the bird feeder was empty and after filling the bird feeder, the birds spilt bird seed and the weeds grew.
I went outside to pull a weed, and sneezed and went back in the house.

Allergies Ugh!!

So last night I came home, ate, did work, and was ready for bed when out of the blue, my tongue began to swell. I took the benadryl that is my lifesaver and went to lay down. Well, I woke up with not only the tongue swelling but the throat as well. I continued to breathe through my panic and swollowed some additional benadryl and called work to say I could not come in for the day.
One, I was not going to work looking like this freak of nature especially due to the fact that I teach teenagers and all they want is to see your flaws. But also because the medicine makes me so tired I knew that I could not drive. Ifell back to sleep and awoke hours later to no more swelling but some pretty sore tongue and throat.
I have had this happen before and the hospital attributed it to my blood pressure medicine. This time I thought it was the choice I made for dinner. A new type of pizza. I looked on line only to find that my asthma and the cold sores that I have been having could be the problem.
The dr. said anyway you look at it it means my immune system is working overtime. Is that good news or not? I could have come into contact with the virus that is causing this or the allergin up to 24 hours ago. No wonder it is so hard to determine allergies.
All I know is that it is freaky and I am grateful for benadryl. So much in fact that I think I will ask Jeff to invest in this company.....
Here's to less soreness, no swelling and an allergy free Friday.

Half full or Half empty

I tend to look at the glass as half empty. I try really hard to be a half full person, but most days it just isn't in the cards. I put a great deal of pressure on myself to be the best teacher, the best mother, the best wife and it all tends to end up in a heap most days. I am trying to adjust to life in the south once again, and this is a very difficult task for a Montana girl. I like my meat and potatoes and these people down here eat weird stuff. I mean who wants to eat the greens of a turnip, the eyes of a black pea and fried anything!!!
They fry pickles down here. Really cook me a nice steak and some mashed potatoes and I am a happy Montana girl.
I really do not fit in down here. I hate the major thunderstorms that happen and flood our roads, and then lead to  tornado warnings and my heart racing. My co-workers feel this is very funny and laugh each time it rains and I start to freak out. Let me see them shovel 5 feet of snow and then we will see who is laughing.
Also I stick out like a sore thumb at the football games around these parts. The women, you see wear more makeup than I buy in ten years, have on dresses that are shorter than my shirts and high heels, which I do not even own a pair. You wear all of this to the game and tail gate in 120 degree weather and then go home to find out who won the game. Yes, that is right, they do not even go to the game.
I on the other hand do not think it is football weather unless it is chilly, leaves are on the ground and you need a blanket and a hot drink in your hand as you sit in the stands with men in carhart clothing and strange youth that have no shirt on and the letters of the school painted on their chests. Also it is helpful to know the game, which I really do not think many women down here care to know. It seems as I am the oddball when I ask one of the coaches at school a question about a game over the weekend or even answer his bell ringer about superbowl teams and  much to his surprise I get the answer correct.
One student did tell me today I am a cool teacher cause he did not think that women knew what football was and the fact that I could name the four teams in the playoff meant I ranked on his cool teacher list.
So as I started this post about half full and half empty, I am feeling very empty in my friend department at the moment. I am the child in the classroom that does not quite fit in. I am the granola of the women, in that I can be up and at school in under 20 prep time and I never have time in the day to touch up my face. Yeah, right I can't even find time to go to the bathroom. I am half empty on this southern woman thing, as I was asked to take a box to my room today and I did just that. The custodian saw me and offered to take it for me on the dolly. Really, he could have lifted the box if it had not been for all those fried pickles.
I am my own person, I try to tell the students that this is okay and I need to listen to myself. I will never be fooey and I will never have a need for high heels, I will never eat greens and the only pea I want is a green one from the garden. As for football, those forty niners had better win and I really want to see those giant lose.
Til tomorrow, I will fill my glass half full of red wine and relax.

Mother Knows Best

Tried to change my blog and once again my mother was right. I could not read the words and neither could she so we had to make an adjustment.
I am making an adjustment to my attitude from this week as well. I have been overwhelmed and frustrated by the mountain looming in front of me in the form of the state tests. I have been fretting over observations, and lots of stuff that I have zero control over. I am not going to eat the elephant in one bite, and I am not going to fret over the state tests. I will do my best to prepare the students, giving them all the keys to unlock this great mystery and then I will throw up for the week of the tests cause, they left the keys home. No, really, I will have confidence in my skills and hopefully I will regain my strength as a teacher and push forward. I really and sincerely hope that one day soon our country will see that each student is a gift from god and they do not all fit into the same little hole. Have a blessed weekend.

New year and new word

It is already January 2012 and I have been very bad about my blog. I miss blogging, but have been trying to be a sixth grade reading teacher. Lots of trying and not sure if I am succeeding yet or not.
So new word or words for this year. Walk, Water and Wii.
Yes, I am in need of all of these. I have been doing the Wii with Robyn and love it. My body not so much but my mind, yes. I love the one that you have to be still for 180 seconds. I am really good at that one. The hula hoops, the marching and anything that requires coordination forget it. But each day I am getting better and my center of balance is really improving.
Water, I am needing to break my soda addiction and work on my water intake. Long hard process, one glass at a time. Also my husband wants to go on a cruise before we are 80 and I am really hesitant. I am afraid of being on all that water. Do not get me wrong, I love the ocean, just so long as I am on the beach. So my goal is to overcome this fear of sea sickness, boat rocking making me want to hurl and hopefully enjoy a cruise with Jeff.
Walking, well, I used to walk all the time. I had a great neighbor and we would walk for what seemed hours. I moved to Az and had no neighbors so I got away from this walking thing. Now in Ms I have neighbors but my work schedule and theirs is different so I am working on this area as well.
Just like last year my choice of words is difficult to be perfect at but I am trying and that is all that matters. Also just started day 1 of my 48th year today. So happy to be able to say I am 47. Some never make it this far.
Have a great day and here's to better blogging this 2012 on my part.
Angela

Fall

In five or six days it will be October, can't believe it. Last week was the last day of Summer. Well, whoever made up that silly date was not a person in Mississippi. The weather seems even hotter than it did in July here.
I mowed the lawn and it too almost two hours. The grass was as thick as hay. The rain really did a number on my ability to mow this week. Went for a walk with Jeff around the golf course this morning and was so sweaty by the first hole, had to take my sweatshirt off and wipe all the sweat away. The leaves are still green and the grass is still green. Sure seems like summer to me.

I watched some football this morning, in that I mean about ten minutes into it I fell asleep and woke up three hours later to the end of the game. I love doing this. I did not sleep well last night with the humidity up and an ear ache.

I have decided that fall means, hot food, spiced cookies , sweaters and lots of hot tea. Here in MS it means, iced tea, shorts, salads and spiced cookies. Robyn made the best cookies yesterday.
I need to go up north to see the leaves changing and Jeff said that we could do just that for my fall break. I am so excited. Tenn. here we come. Jeff looking at civil war sites, me looking at the leaves changing and the cooler weather makes for a perfect get away.
Love to all for the start of Fall.