Changes

It is a time of changes for our family. I have read the book "who moved my cheese" like ten times and I still feel as though I fight change. I do not know why this is. I cut my hair and then let it grow back to the way it was. I try not to arrange the cupboards and within days I am "rangin up" in alphabetical order so I can find the beans and corn etc. Yes my pantry has the canned goods in abc order. You mean yours isn't?
I told Jeff the other night that I am tired of feeling like all the traits that I have others make fun of.
Example: I am organized and everyone I know always remarks on my ways, I get upset by this and Jeff and Robyn and Ally say that they are really compliments. Not sure I will ever believe them.
I like to talk to people, my family will always roll their eyes when I speak to people and even tell others "within a week she will know everyone at the apartment complex"
Well, I have tried to change, I have tried to not be my normal self and I can't do it.
I am going crazy in this apartment not being able to make any organizational moves. I have tons of stuff to take care of and none of it can happen yet. We can't move until Oct. we are wasting time here people.
I look for work and yet, I know I have tons of work ahead of me. I try to do my thing and then the bank calls and they have lost my paper work that I sent a week ago. See people organization is the key........
I am so frustrated....
I wish I could just go with the flow. I can't I admit it. I am an organization junkie and this is about to send me over the edge.
Does anyone know anyone here that needs me to come and organize their closets, cupboards, anything? I will come color code your schedule, put your clothes in color catagories, yes my closet has my clothes in order of color. I know it is a sickness but, I love it and I will come fold your laundry. Help, I need to organize something.....